Still Choosing, Even If I'm Scared

I’m doing something I’ve never really done before. There’s no clear plan, no fixed outcome, no structure.

And to be honest… it feels scary.

I don’t know if it will work. I don’t know where it will lead.

There’s no one telling me it’s the right path,

just a quiet feeling inside that says:

“Try.”

Part of me wants to turn back, wait until things feel more certain.

But another part knows I’ve waited long enough. So even if I’m trembling, I’m still choosing this.

Not because I’m sure,

but because not choosing feels worse.

Right now, I’m just listening to my body,

paying attention to my emotions,

and choosing what feels a little lighter,

even if it doesn’t make sense yet.

That’s all I can do for now, take care of myself first, and walk this path one step at a time.