When I was little, I used to cry a lot. I could scream for hours, until the neighbors thought I was being abused. My parents separated when I was two, and I lived with my grandmother, aunties, cousins, and my sisters. Back then, whenever I cried or screamed, they would hit me to stop, saying I was most probably being possessed.
Even then, I was very sensitive to energies and emotions. I could sense the disharmony in my family. We fought and argued; some people were controlling, some pretentious….but I couldn’t name it back then.
As I grew older, I began noticing patterns in people and situations. Slowly, I realised that those who were once close to me would thrive after following my advice, sometimes unconsciously. I finally came to understand that my strong intuition and inner guidance had been helping both myself and others navigate life through many different and difficult situations.
Now, I have reached a point where I am letting go of all past beliefs and choosing a path no one will understand. I am scared and worried, but I know I have come too far to turn back. It’s time for me to guide myself on this journey.
